today i woke up, breathing a different scent.
yes, feeling different; for the better of us i hope.

no doubt, you've been that wonderlous someone, someone i can bravely raise both my hands and say every girl would want.
my first huge surprise in life-the candles; my first supernice sandwich-the bday gift; valantines' day; tanning sessions-sentosa every sat; splurges on my all time favs peanut butter waffles, N&B tauhuey with soymilk + spiderweb and not forgetting subway; super long train rides for you everytime just to send me home; and if you could still rmb
the times you hate me frowning;
my unglamness;
the songs i love;
always having the same thoughts, well i know things ain't always that coincidental;
the tickles, the super painful game of scissors-paper-stone which disappeared for ages;
k-box sessions, the movies, arcade;
the long walks and busrides;
my way of spoiling your phone, cracking the lcd screen;
the little home-cooked meals;
the way of drawing circles.

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给

how the very one who can make me cry then laugh at the same time.
mr.nice guy you've been; maybe that was the huge mistake i didn't even know.
nothing more to say other than being the right one just at the wrong time.

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

i saw my previous self in you last night, how i hated myself for making you feel that way. i know it totally sucks. you say you need not a sorry; but what else could i have said then. making a great someone the worst he could feel is the last thing i would ever wanna do, well though i knew i've just did it.

别再为我哭哭啼啼,别再对我说舍不得你
我不想你再为我继续伤心

i'll remember those words; the last hours spent, still in the comfort of me; all that you've said.
the story ended; i woke up- so beautiful.
Christmas' eve; this leap year.